Crushed Feelings?

No matter who it is, there's a 99% chance that people regret doing things, no matter how large or small. Some people regret getting tattoos, people may regret saying the wrong thing or carrying out wrong actions.

Its a bit personal to be writting onto a blog, but its the only method of 'release'. I cant exactly tell the person I am closest to as we seem to be doing a lot of argueing these days and this may add to the heated debate. Back to the matter on my mind.

Little less than a year ago I encountered a young lady when I was picking my flat mate up from a night out. They invited me in to sit in the restaurant while they finished their drinks. The conversation was flowing between people, though I only spoke loudly enough for everyone to hear when I was asked a question. One lady in particular caught my attention that night. She was beautiful! Needless to say, over the events that happened 1 month or so after that night, I had a chance to make something of this attraction that I felt towards this girl. We went out for the day on our days off. To be quite honest, she could have been one of the best things that happened to me. Through my foolishness, she slipped away. I have methods of contacting her now, but I dont feel that she would ever forgive me for the way I treated her. I ignored her one night in a club and didnt tell her that I was getting back with my then girlfriend.

In my short lived life, this is growing to be a regret that will continue eating away at my conscience. When these things happen, often there is no turning back the time, unless the 'victim' is a forgiving person, but not always the case.